Amazing Grace – How Sweet the Sound?

Amazing Grace. A favorite hymn among many. Not for my mom and me. We played this tune at my grandmother’s funeral and, now, almost nine (wow, nine) years ago, we still can’t even hear the first chord without shedding tears.

So when we saw that it was in the lineup this past Sunday, we both gave each other that familiar glance: I’ll hold you up if you do the same for me.

Then, during our praise and prayer time, my friend, Amy took the mic to say that she was glad to see Amazing Grace on the agenda because it had been played at her mother’s funeral twenty-three years ago and last Sunday would have been her 84th birthday. She felt it was her mother saying, “Hey. I’m still here.”

And I wondered, “How could we have experienced the same song at a loved one’s funeral and yet she seemed so happy about it being played and I was so distraught?”

Amazing grace…how sweet the sound. Or was it? I tried to listen to each word, begging God to show me the good in this song. Once again, as I sang the words with my arm around my mother’s shoulders, tears streaming down my face, I fought to find the good in this hymn. I wanted to hear the “sweet sound” it promised.

As we sang each verse, I considered.

“That saved a wretch like me.” My grandmother had a large part in me being a Christian. She pointed to the Bible many times to make her points in life. I knew she loved the Lord. Her faith, and God’s gift, saved me.

“Through many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come. (Ain’t that the truth?) ’tis grace that brought me safe thus far, and grace will lead us home.” Yes, it’ll lead me home to be with her. And it’ll get me there safely.

“The Lord has promised good to me, His word my hope secures. He will my shield and portion be, as long as life endures.” He’ll be my shield – even against this song – if I ask him. His word secures my hope that I will be with her again. He’s promised good to me – that I will see my beloved grandmother in eternity. And so much more. (This is, by the way, my favorite verse.)

“When we’ve been there ten thousand years, bright shining as the sun. We’ve no less days to sing God’s praise, than when we first begun.” Why am I pouting? Why am I so distraught? He has promised me SO much. I should be singing His praises each and every single moment of my life. Yes, I miss her. Yes, God, I miss her almost every day. But she wouldn’t want me to be distraught over this song – she’d want it to bring me closer to God.

And, I think, it has. It has left such an indelible mark on me that I know all the words now without looking at the hymn book. It makes me think of my grandmother every. single. time. She is not lost to me – she is with me every time I sing this song. And now, when I listen to every word, I try to find the good and it brings me into relationship with God.

Amazing Grace…despite my heartache, despite my longing to see her, despite how it makes me cry…how sweet the sound.

 

 

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5 Responses to Amazing Grace – How Sweet the Sound?

  1. Amazing Grace has always been one of my favorites too. I sang it as a lullaby to my daughters and grandactives. The day of my mothers funeral, just 3 weeks ago, all her grandchildren and great-grandchildren sang it to her in appreciation of her faith that she displayed to all of us. It was so beautiful to see/hear that song resounded through the mouths of the next two generations. I’ll treasure it forever.

    Will hearing Amazing Grace in church bring tears? That remains to be seen. But if tears flow, they will surely be a mixture of sadness (missing her) and joy (the message of the song…our eternal hope and assurance).

    Blessing, Sue, as you continue to grow and heal. God is awesome as He reminds us of our loved ones with Him and of His presence with us.

    See you in a twinkling,
    Brenda

  2. John Quinlan says:

    had great trouble trying to post comment so got this mess.

  3. John Quinlan says:

    “When we’ve been there ten thousand years, bright shining as the sun. We’ve no less days to sing God’s praise, than when we first begun.”
    This is what I wanted to post. Justto say this is one of my very favorite verses of all hymns.

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